Wednesday, July 13, 2005
With every breath.
Days in school have become so unpredictable. But I've learnt to take things easily and to learn casting away situations that will pull me down. My laughters no longer are of entertainment; they are a manefestation of joy in me. And my ear is forever ready to hear the stories of those who turns to me. (:
I had my session of catching up with Reina this morning during Mother Tongue period, which was shortly joined by Clarence, Cheow and Marc. It's fun to sit around a circle and just laugh over things that we experience or any impromptu things they come up with. And during F&N practical, I had my time of listening to the sharing of Huixin. Of how she feel towards things, which I can very much relate to. Almost everytime, I feel privilege to share her thoughts because she is someone who is rather private too. There are some things that we alike each other. We've both reach the point of ignoring the comments people have, especially when they do not know how we feel. It's such a chore to us to explain, to clear misunderstandings. We rather live with it. This is not a sign of arrogance, but it's just that... it's tiring when we engage ourselves in the process of clarification. (: But at the same time, I told her that everyone that crosses the lives of ours has got it's purpose - something we can learn from each individual. May it you see it now, later, or never. Because everything and everyone happens for a purpose.
This night, I feel so tired yet the warrior in me is still fighting strongly. I feel so blessed to know that God is seeing me through my tiredness and that people are praying for me fervently. Cheow asked me today why do I always pray in my blog, and I returned with a smile. (: Simply because prayer helps me in lifting my unspoken thoughts and feelings to the God I know, and being assured that He understands each and every part of me. And I am reminded that I do not simply relying in prayer, but in the God I pray to. Sometimes it just slipped off the minds of ours, isn't it?
Oh yes, let me be prideful for once! Haha. I did well for today's trial practical! :D We all did cupcakes and mine turned out to be nice! -claps claps- I'm hoping for the same thing to happen on Thursday! XD Bytheway, I remember telling Huixin that I hope my future husband will WASH dishes next time after I make a mess in the kitchen. Teeheehee. XD
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at 12:15 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//